Gearing Up

So - yes - it's Wednesday again... and that means....? All together class

"SCOUTS!!!"

Yeah, I wish I could bottle enthusiasm and get put in a drip line type of thing - perhaps like what diabetics are on for insulin?

I've not been asleep since Monday... and I'm feeling the lag now. At least the house is cleaned up and spiffy for our boys to destroy. It's always something new with them.... I'm so not kidding.

I had a visit with my Counselor today - who walks on water - and it really helped make all the difference with the way I'm going to look at things when I visit the - dun-dun-dun SURGEON! It's not a matter of what I have "gained" poundage wise... it's what I'm gaining by experiencing it, by being alive, accepting that I'm good the way that I am, and if the weight falls off in 2 hours or 20 years... I'm still the best me I can be at my core...

I have a whopping 3 CC's in my band now? I think I will need more - I can still feel the stuff sliding through like nothing. Well, let me take that back. The liquids are going through - and down... so - so far, I'm still too open, but things may change.

I am contemplating the purchase of a spinning bike... I remember my gym days and the spinning classes I did. Let me tell you people - there is NOTHING like that workout on the PLANET! I have a hard time with my knee and treadmills, so I figure - perhaps - I could get a spinning bike and get some awesome looking legs for summer? Wait... I wear jeans year round... Okay - scratch that!! Just to fit in my clothes better?! Yeah - that's feasible! I don't know if I can commit to the plunge of the cost, but I was told in my settlement stuff I needed an at home work out thing... I think it works!

Erm, there was something else intelligent I was supposed to say.... GAH! This half functioning brain I have needs to quit shorting out - well it can't, 'cause I'm short - so it needs to shape up... well, I'm not in shape yet - unless round counts...

Whatever - BRAIN WORK! NOW!

And that's a wrap!