Today was a tougher day than usual. I guess it’s now yesterday, huh?
Wore pajamas all day, no bra (sorry for the TMI), and felt my moods go all over the place. I did get SOME makeup on... so that’s a win! Just keeping it real.
I played Cinderella and cleaned the kitchen, did all the dishes (that was two loads and hand washing), third load of laundry, cleaned up the dining room, made a big pot of Ramen, picked up all of Silas’ toys, sorted laundry, folded laundry, put away laundry, griped about the smell of cats in the house, took out trash... it got too late to vacuum. 😞 I did get in a nap because #moodsucked
I guess that’s the life of a stay at home mom, huh? Though once I go back to work full time, I won’t be able to keep this up.
I’m sure somewhere there’s a woman who wishes she had people to clean up after I because she never got married, or her kids are grown, or never had kids and I should shut up. It just felt like a lot to take on today but... Mania and hormones - I hate it (them). I’m guessing I’m due for another med adjustment ‘cause I cleaned so fiercely I was sweating like a prostitute in confession and still can’t sleep!
Brain is rambling at present, sorry. Right now, I’m laying in bed and thinking 🤔
💠“well, I could sort the pantry... or my closet again.” Or “I could sweep and mop because that doesn’t make noise and wake the baby...” when my crazy ass should be SLEEPING!
It’s probably time for a medicine cocktail and some shut eye. But first, I’m going to make a list of everything I want to do later today and then make sure I stare at it and probably do NONE of it tomorrow. And maybe Walmart grocery shop online so I stay within budget... cause our pantry is getting empty...
🧠💤 please