Saturday, April 19, 2008

Picture of our House


Our House In Progress... this picture is 54 days from move in... we're now at 52!


The shingles should be done by today - we had our pre-drywall walk Friday... we're rocking and rolling to a comfortable future in our new home!! YAHOOO!!

Time to Type!

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With a few of my kids napping, I thought I would sit and write. I've not been posting much on the sites I am a member or administrator of here lately. I feel like I've got enough drama in my life that I really don't need to add in more of other peoples messes or get drug into messes right now.

I've had a rough couple of weeks, and just kind of kept it in. Not sure that this is healthy or not...

I'm tired of reading complaining all the time, I'm tired of people emotionally dumping for no reason or petty reasons, or people trying to back me in a corner and interrogate me. That, the interrogation, has the ability to piss me off in moments.

The other thing, I was MIA for over a week from the online worlds I belong to. Not once, did anyone from either world contact me and I know several folks have my information. Maybe I could have had a brain bleed and wound up dead... but just assuming I've got got computer issues is no excuse to not check in and make sure I am alive. I thought about calling someone in the green world I belong to, but figured they were probably too busy... and boy was I right. It might be just a time/season of year and this can all go away soon so I can feel normal.

Significant Others - quit playing video games and take care of your Other... your children if you have them, yourselves, your homes, your bills. Quit your gaming and make life do-able for those who have to live with you. We live in a world where people think it's okay to melt into a world that doesn't exist... but, it's not... the reality is, reality is too hard for you and you can't hack it, so you hack away in a fake life... being some "hero" because you can't be a hero in real life. Suck it up, get real, move on, heal your gaming widow.

I don't mean to sound mean, or selfish... but I have a life too... no one really cares about what I'm going through. I posted in a few threads on both sites about my health issues and an infant funeral I had to attend... it was all nothing compared to the larger than life issues others had... I think that's why I'm just gonna blog. If people really want to talk to me, I'm available through email... if you want to read my ranting and what I'm really thinking, bookmark this blog, if you really don't care, just click the little x in the corner of this window and don't visit again.

Maybe this normal life here is more normal than I'm used to. There's little crap that goes on in Idaho that I don't agree with. People don't drag people into huge drama issues. Life is good here. I guess I feel my good space is being invaded with useless whiney people... This is not to say any of my friends or family in a current crisis aren't able to be helped, or that I won't listen to them, I will... I would move heaven and earth to help them... just useless stuff is weighing me down. "Dust that dirt off your shoulders"
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